大 家 好... 已 有 一 段 时 间 没 来 博 客....common test this whole week...feel like dying...i flunk all of my comman test...i did studied for everyone of them but for some papers i dun understand the question and for the rest my mind just went blank out of a sudden...i dunno how to do all of them...all the question seems to know me but i dunno them...i really really dunno how to do...SORYY TO ALL THE TEACHERS I HAVE DISAPPOINTED U ALL.....i will try harder next time...i starting to think of y i come sec5???i want to go poly!!!but can i do it???this is just the second month n i am dying...this year i have no mood to study...i try very hard but things does not seem to be working...i am really feeling very very very down nowadays.....for some certian reason i find it hard for me to cheer up...i dunno wat my mind was thinking....haiz...n now in my class..my friends are make fun of me....coz i like this girl....i getting more n more sick of listening to them....i mean do they have to say it in watever i do???i also have not done anything wrong???is there something wrong with them or me???i really dunno...also getting very tired of them saying about me...but they are still my friends...dunno la....i not hate them i just want them to stop talking about me plz!!!!feeling very stress...starting to hate myself for being so stupid...hate everything about me...nth seem to be right nowadays...acting crazy,lame,childish but still cannot cheer up...dislike to talk n reply to anyone now...y am i living in this world???i have no talent plus i am stupid n i sucks....HATE it....