YIHENG

i drew it myself n this is how i am feeling now

talk to QF just now about my problem thanks man u always give me good advise

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hey guys n gals

getting result on 12th jan 2009 this coming Monday

haiz,dun think i will get good results

went to open house today sp n tp well not bad.had my eyes on some courses but i dunno can go in anot coz the cut off point is all 15 n below haiz....

qiao feng,i can understand u n feel how u feel too.u also know wat had happen to me is so much similar to urs.from wat u have told me i think u r very good le.so it is not ur fault u get wat i mean.it is really hard to put it down.free we go emo together hor.

going soul garden later with qayum n gang hope he is feeling better already.stay healthy bro

u left me so suddenly that i cannot react

though i feel that we are drifting a part

i tried hard to hold us back together

in the end u still left me

though it has been awhile

but i still cannot put it down

u make me feel so useless that i cant help u

i cant stand firm in front of u

like wat i can in front of others

u brought me happiness that no others can

u broke my heart like no others can

i seem to be normal now

but am i like my own self?

i dun wish to think about it

but u often come in my mind

will time really get me back on track?

i really dunno

i cant be by ur side taking care of u now

but i hope u will always stay happy n healthy

sorry guys n gals if i become emo when out with u all.

some of u know but some does not all i dunno if i can return back

i apologize for the poor attitude of mine when talking or smsing u all

i cannot control it.i am sorry.

i am dead
my brain is dead
my heart is dead
am i a dying person???
i am lost
wondering in the lost world
i dunno Wat to do
life is boring
working working working is been a great time to spend my time.i met new colleague a.k.a new friends:)met faisal,liyana,fatin,mei chuin,jie ying,yu ting,victor,zhen min,bee ting,pearleen,fei yan,li yun,jessica,jacklyn n many more sorry if i miss u out or spell your name wrongly they are such cool,fun,funny,lame hahas good la good la

haiz,even though so many fun n happy things happening around,i still feel sad at times when i think of it.my mood changes so fast just like in the a blink of an eye.i cannot control it.sometime go high up sometime so low down.i dun wish to be like this either but i cannot do anything about.

:)updated by yi heng lost the dunno where,