i am trying to control myself
i am really piss with myself
i know my parents care and concern so they will nag nag nag nag and nag
but no matter how much i explain to them they just don't seem to understand what i am saying
i got angry at them often,i know i was in the wrong but i just can't help it
they just really piss me off will they start to nag and when i explain they either don't listen or don't care
i don't know why but i piss with myself too.i don't want them to be angry or upset
things doesn't seem to go any better
my best way is to avoid them by staying out late at night until they have fallen asleep or go out when they are at home.i don't want to do this,i wish that everything can be talk out nicely.
i also wish that i can stay at home with them and accompany them.but i just can't stand their nagging
i really hate myself
i really hope things can get better please
the class BBQ was not bad.
almost the whole class came for the class BBQ
it was tiring buying and planning everything but luckily everything turns out well
went to buying the BBQ stuff and food like uncles with my 'gang' you all should know who
hope everyone enjoyed that night
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- Tuesday, February 24, 2009 @ 3:16 AM
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- Friday, February 20, 2009 @ 11:29 AM
nothing for me to think about
so not thinking much about anything i just wanna hurry go poly!!!! meet more friends got something to do at least now everyday thinking got what can do like so OMG well missing my friends from 5A2 wondering how they are doing now? how have they been? long time never see or have a good chat with them le hope the BBQ will be the night that we all will remember BBQing,chatting,playing,eating,drinking and many more stay in contact everyone |
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- Monday, February 16, 2009 @ 9:10 PM
not working for this whole week coz have to buy all the BBQ things for my class BBQ
dunno if the food will be like by ppl and scare never buy enough food also this time class BBQ almost the whole class coming,hope all the teachers come also Ben n Yu fang thanks for ur care n concern but i really OK u 2 force me i also cannot say anything coz got nth to say i am really OK.thanks both of u.thanks really looking forward to the BBQ. |
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- Sunday, February 15, 2009 @ 1:48 AM
  after so much of things.i think i it is time really time for me to let it go. i cant bear to let it go but i still have to. i dunno about u but i have given u the best i can,taking care of u the best i can,everything that i can do for u i have done........... feeling stops my heart freeze |
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- Sunday, February 8, 2009 @ 2:48 PM
which heart do u have???
a heart of angel or a devil??? hahas got nth to do n nth to post about  life is rather boring now,got nth much to do |
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