CaN I ReAlLy Be StRoNgEr ThAn I WaS YeStErDaY????

hello

2010-07-18T22:41:00.002+08:00

been looking at my old post just now and reminded of of alot of things that happen

happy,sad,angry everything 喜怒哀乐

all the things that happen was just like yesterday.

time flies and now in year 2.1

going to end soon already though

5A2 how have u all been doing?

long time since i catch up with some of u

missing the times in secondary school

everyone must take care

try and meet up soon

sorry mei yan every time will have something on when u ask me out so sorry

will try and meet u asap k

plan one day we shall all meet together k

hainan was fun and happening

hahas

if there's a chance i dun mind going back again

well u all know i am not good with words so i shall stop here

2010-03-27T22:40:00.002+08:00

hello ppl

i am going of to hainan in less than 10hours :D:D:D

having i weird feeling

dunno how should i feel also

first time flying in a plane

hahas

noob hor

well anyway

ppl take care of urself and be careful alright:D

tata

2010-03-26T14:51:00.002+08:00

Long time since i blog

anyway been great

hahas

went to drink with sean and cw they all few days ago^^

anyway my gf is away in taiwan and i am flying off in 2 days

we will not be seeing each other for like 2weeks

i think

come back from hainan will be a busy busy days again

week 0 is coming and plus i need to do the CDS for hainan

busy busy

hahas

guys how have u been doing??

been a long time since i catch up with u guys

everyone stay happy and healthy alright

we will meet soon i guess

hopefully will :D

that's all for now

take care ppl

byebye

2010-02-23T01:02:00.002+08:00

hello people
mine exams is over
finally, not to show off
people still having exams jia you jia you all the best and good luck
i dun think i do well for my paper today
my A is gone
maybe not even a B bah
aiming to get i higher g.p.a this sem coz last sem one was .......
very very bad
well, wat's over is over so i should not think about it and enjoy myself

2010-02-19T11:08:00.002+08:00

hello people
how have u all been doing?
i have completed all my projects
hahas
feeling so happy now
i still got one more exam to go and i am finish for this sem
dunno if my result going to improve this sem anot
hope can improve
regretted not studying for the last sem
but too late le
so must hard work for the rest of the sem

nth much recently just going out
haven start studying yet
but going to study later
take care people
stay healthy and happy

2010-02-02T14:24:00.001+08:00

currently doing my work in school now
very tired
last few weeks of school le
wanna faster get over it
going be dead doing the project liao le
byeeeeee

2010-01-31T03:17:00.001+08:00

hello ppl
just to say hello only
haha
dunno really wat to blog about arh
coz like
i dunno
hahas
so ya
dun think got ppl come see liao
i think of closing it down soon
if i dun get to make my own blogskin for it
ya
take care ppl
byebye

2010-01-22T10:45:00.002+08:00

hello
i have change the blogskin
ok
not me
i ask someone to help me to change it
thank thanks queen
hahas
life is not bad
going cool
but lots of project and work coming up to do again
hahas
nth much actually
feeling damn bored about studies
haiz
project project and project is killing me!!!!
meet up with u ppl soon!!
tata
byebye

2009-11-22T03:12:00.002+08:00

hello
today in the afternoon went to study with sean,drawn(not very sure how to spell sorry) and dp
den
went to meet dear for movie
den
sent her home
den
went back to ehub to see another movie with qf,tw,anna and jw
while waiting for them to come met my working
and met kyl and her bf
just reach home
tata

2009-11-20T01:12:00.002+08:00

yo ppl
back in the blog yo
hahas
nth much recently
yaya
by now everyone know
i got gf liao la
hahas
super happy!!!!
ppl how are u going on out there???
take care ppl
tata

2009-11-06T06:36:00.002+08:00

HELLO TO EVERYONE!!!!!
well,nth much school as per normal
just that i got listen in class and do homework this sem
hope i willl do better this sem
everyone jiayou for ur studies k!!!go for it!!!!

Been thinking alot this few days
but dunno wat i thinking
daydreaming????
i dunno

anyway now at choon wei house going home soon le
den later go school for the ANP(Animation and Programming)
one hour den...............
hahas
got to pack my things to go home and bath le
everyone take care yo!!!

2009-10-21T02:16:00.002+08:00

Hello ppl!!!
long time no blog thought blog mati?
hahas
sorry
dun have time to update
anyway school start liao
not bad
got psy for cds going to change it to something else as i am weak in english
i think i will fail?
work hard ppl
updating soon again
goodnight & sweet dreams

2009-09-13T11:39:00.000+08:00

went to basketball the whole day and slack while
home

2009-09-12T11:31:00.002+08:00

went to IT fair today
find nich and elleen
lol
i brought my hard drive
like finally
den went to sentosa
to find iitsc ppl
well
it was fun
hahahas
we play volley ball
long time never play le
lol
night we went to vivo to eat
we all da bao and eat together at the top level of vivo
after that we play some games
and home

2009-09-11T11:23:00.002+08:00

wake up in the morning and went to check tp web
got in
my result is bad
all just pass only
who call me never work hard and study
i went to school after that
for prsp lesson
the sub paper is open book
so i must pass
after the lesson me and haikal wanted to dota in school
but the lab were all close
so he went home
i went to find sean,du ping and yong chay
they are playing basketball
so i play also and we went to eat den play again
den went home

2009-09-10T11:12:00.000+08:00

went to tkd today
by right should reach there at 5pm for patten training
but i fall asleep while waiting for the tp website to load so i can check my result
woke up at 6pm hurry bath and cycle to school
yi wen,don and choon wei never turn up for tkd so i was like very sian
lol
but anyway
i spar today
well,was rather noob as it was my first time
hope thing can turn out better and i really wanna improve alot
oh ya i found out i fail my prsp which is programming
got to go school tmr and have lesson

2009-09-10T07:34:00.000+08:00

hey ppl
i am back from camp
woohoo is was fun la
Day1
my group Vignett was the most dead,most sian,most quiet one
den me and elleen,haikail feeling like we are wasting our time den want to go home liao
but we stayed
night come hui shan went home
we went for night walk
spencer,clemen,elleen,haikal and me in one group
second time of night walk at tp
where ppl act as ghost
lol
i nearly step until one of their hands
den i keeping call them keep their hand if not i will step until
lol
but it was fun
hahas
like so 刺激
hahas
we had debrief and supper
but still hungy
we went outside to eat mac for supper
after that we went back and sleep at the level5 blk3 there
i could only sleep for 1 hour or less
coz is really too cold
i was shivering so i wake up and went to took my jacket
on the way i still very sleepy so i was walking kind of without balance
on the way meet kok peng and one gal i cant really remember is it yirui or celia
den i like off balance den they ask if i ok anot
hahas
i so stupid la
back with the jacket i could not sleep
it was around 5am plus
den spencer was making cheer for our empire
feeling bad he is the only one making cheer
i help him a little
well, i make 2 cheer and he add to it
one of them is not use and i am like abit sad or disappoint?
the cheer go like this:

hey hey babeh vignett
we gonna own u tonight
and for the rest of ur days
coz hey!hey babeh!vignett
we are so zai
you will remember us for the rest of ur life

well cant blame anyone also
coz they never heard of this song b4
so nvm
Day2
morning wake up for PT
hahas
thought got running all
but dun have only do some warming up and breath in some fresh air
den we cheer to see who go for breakfast first
breakfast was nice
hahas
ppl say i like old man
eat those kuah
lol
but was nice so i dun care
hahas
did mass dance
after that was wet games
hahas
fun
so fun
lol
play water bombs
hahas
bomb until die
hahas
after that we discuss wat to do for night performance
den came out with funny funny ideas to act
lol
in reality and pictures
both could be very diffrent
lol
first was the the pic of the tbc camp
den like very bonded in the pic
but in actually fact we are not
den feel so sian
dun wanna do anything
hahas
next was the couple
very loving in the pic
but in fact the wife was the one hitting the husband
next was the ghost
in pic the girl was scare of the ghost
but in fact the girl turn out to be hitting the ghost
funny la
clemen was the ghost kana hit
den was the ah beng
ah beng was protecting the girl in pic against 3 other ah beng
but in fact he went away after that
and the girl fight and kill the ah beng head
lol
i was one of the ah beng
hahas
it was nicely done overall
=D
lol
ohya before that dinner was bbq
not enough time and not enough food la
hahas
after the night performance
we had debrief and supper after that
huishan went home,elleen went home too coz her contact lens got problem
but we went to mac again to eat
lol
come back bath
den very tired
went to concourse to sleep coz wanna charge my hp
den sleep there
choon wei sleep there with me but not together
ya
den later somehow or rather i wake up den see yi rui and eugene it is
hahas
cant really remember den we went up and too our sleeping
to where we sleeping last night and sleep there
went i wake up is was already 8.29am
we should be in lt by 8.30am
so hurry and go wash up den go down le
had breakfast
den games
lunch den final clash
lol
i was the last person on me empire
i was scare la like got 4ppl choing to me with water bombs
and one backstab
i was not hit but i hit one of the ppl
well we lose in the end but it was a nice game
hahas
we went back to lt and take prize
our empire was the programmers favourite
hahas
den they show us this video from camp since day1 to 3
it was really nice
we had debrief
and we had our last cheer
i waited for choon wei and went to eat noodles at opp school
den went home bath and sleep

2009-09-05T17:29:00.002+08:00

hey ppl
hahas
step yi ge only for the last 2 posts coz nth to write
hahas
ok
i will be going for camp next week from mon to wed
hope i can go back toyrus next next week
lol
need to earn money if not pocket will have a hold

2009-09-03T03:04:00.000+08:00

in life there is always up and down but we must overcome it in order to lead a better life

2009-08-30T20:00:00.000+08:00

chances are there for u,but u must grab it urself

2009-08-23T19:18:00.003+08:00

i am going to blog today
since my blog had died i wanna make it alive?
lol
ok
anyway tmr is my last paper cmaths and holiday liao
but i cant get myself to study
so sian
i dunno y
i did not do well for my Friday paper cmsy
haiz
never study enough
keep play and play
my own fault also cant blame anyone

went for YOG countdown one year
hahas
it was fun la
though it was quite awhile ago
but it was fun
eveyone was so high
hahas
and i know 3 girl and 1guy from my course from c243
Celia, Jacqueline,Priscilla and Lam
nice to knowing u all

i have been doing projects for the time i am gone
ya
so i got finish but dun think i did well
i come poly = never study
i must change liao
G.P.A going to be very low i guess

anyway holiday coming liao= going out and work
going to camp also
i so wanna go sing,play pool and BASKETBALL
taekwondo training during holidays also

oh ya
went to toy R us D&D(dinner&dance)
it was at zouk
first time going there
hahas
but i was fun overall
chat with ppl,eat and drink

i got to save money
need to get a bag,hard disk,contact lens and some other things(forgotten at this moment)
ppl i will try to keep the blog alive one
cheers ppl
good luck and all the best for the exams
jia you!

2009-07-25T04:13:00.001+08:00

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haiz
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2009-07-05T23:00:00.002+08:00

hi ppl
today went for taekwondo grading
scare scare
anyway is it over so dun think so much
after that went to eat den go walk walk
hahas
i went to play wii boxing lor
damn fun
really
hahas
really feel that life is so bored now
haiz
tata

2009-07-04T22:37:00.002+08:00

well
know my result already
all just pass
suddeny felt that i should have work hard in the first place
well,it is over so i must really go and work hard for the next one
anyway today i waited for a bus for an hour
how i wish i got super power which allow me to fly or maybe jumper will be nice too
ok i am going to plan a k-box outing with my sec5 friends
suddenly feel like very long never talk to them le
tomorrow going for taekwondo grading
still in white belt if tomorrow pass will be yellow tip
see u all soon again

UNlucky Dayzzzzz

2009-06-30T01:33:00.002+08:00

today is really unlucky
this morning actually woke up at 8.40am den dunno why suddenly sleep back
until choon wei called me at 9.20am den i wake up
it was like the phone ringing
den i actually dun feel like picking up one den see the number very familiar den pick up
choon wei:where are u now??
me:wait wait(i see my phone time),omg.wat the hell
damn lor
wat's wrong with me
den i was telling choon wei nvm coz is lecture
den dun go also nvm wat
lol
but i still got up and bath and go school la
den found myself down with running nose
i sian diao
so i wore the everlast hoody given by jeff, qf they all with i white shirt inside to keep myself warm
coz late afternoon have cmsk den very cold the room
so go down wait for bus and everything
so just nice reach school at 10.05am den they were waiting for me
sorry make u all wait
everything was normal until after school
went to library with choon wei to borrow books for wds
finding.....
finding.....
finding.....
found
flip open den WTH got ppl tear away the page i wanted
i just need those 2 page den one is gone
aaaarrrhhhhh
y got ppl like that
haiz
think will have to head down to tampines library and borrow
ok so went to bus stop to wait for bus 8
wait for like more than half an hour
den no bus
de n yi ling my course mate which i know by name only i went up to her and ask if she want to cab home with me anot since we live near each other plus raining and i abit not feeling well
den she say she not going home so nvm(think i shock until her lol too random and sudden..sorry)
i accompany choon wei walk until his house there den take cab
half though 2 bus8 came
u know is 2 come together hor
DAMN pek chek
wa
sian sia
i was like shouting all the #@$%$^%&^**&#@$%#%^$^#$
den walk until choon wei house i got in a cab
drive.....
drive.....
drive.....
reached
i give $5
den uncle say u got up at 7.59pm so still got peak hour
WTH
1minute
just one minute and i can save some money
really sian until cannot sian.................................................
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2009-06-28T01:28:00.002+08:00

life have been boring
nth to do
really got nth to do
must do my e-learning if not Monday will die
VDT and WDS also
haiz
why life so sian
everyday got nth to do except for school work
nth can be done
oh well
ran out of things to say
bye

2009-06-18T01:40:00.004+08:00

你問在我心中　是否還苦惱

那次受傷　否決了愛的好

謝謝你的關照　我一切都好

一個人　不算困擾

＊愛雖然很美妙　

卻不能為了寂寞

又陷了泥沼

＃愛要耐心等待　

仔細尋找感覺很重要

寧可空白了手　

等候一次　真心的擁抱

我相信在〔這個〕

世界上　一定會遇到

對的人出現〔在眼角〕

那次流過的淚　讓我學習到

如何祝福　如何轉身不要

在眼淚體會到　與自己擁抱

愛不是一種需要　是一種對照

重唱　＊,＃

能願意為了一份愛付出去多少

然後得到多少並不計較

當我想清楚的時候　

我就算已經準備好

放手去愛　海闊天高　

WO WO WO WO YEAH

重唱　＃,＃

2009-06-17T02:08:00.014+08:00

2009-06-11T00:36:00.000+08:00

just wanna say hi to everyone

2009-06-07T15:56:00.002+08:00

holidays!!!!
by right should be happy right?
but i dun really feel happy
coz some days without plan u need to stay at home and rottttttttttttttt
plus my mum have been scolding me again for going out and coming home late
but she should know me wat i am this kind of person...zzzzz....
must be now that got maid den she cannot scold me about never do housework or clean up my room den scold me about going out

sorry to jade,choon wei and hasif
keep on spoiling the plan
change the date here and there
really sorry arh

my life like in a mess
so messy
dun like it at all
must plan to do everything in order if not will die

2009-06-02T03:22:00.002+08:00

i getting blur and very very super forgetful nowadays
i think i have to change if not things will go wrong and messy
one more thing i going more and more no manners already must control
thinking less talking will be the trick

2009-05-23T20:23:00.002+08:00

hello ppl^^
nth much also
plz plz plz take care of urself k?(urself=all of my friends)
meet up soon!!!!
busy with school work now
when got something nice den i will blog again

2009-05-17T12:26:00.003+08:00

playing with my lappy cam at library

lol

cool

2009-05-02T21:05:00.002+08:00

hello

just finish drawing

picture 1 is wat i drew last week or last last week can't really remember

hahas

picture 2 one the last row was completed just now

the 2nd row was drew last week i think

lol

ppl give me comments

good or bad???

if is it bad must tell me really must tell me

like that i can improve

thanks!

take care everyone!:)

2009-05-02T08:15:00.002+08:00

hello ppl
hahas
currently at qiao feng house
stay overnight at qiao feng's house to play mahjong and end up only manage to play 4 rounds only
qiao feng is still sleeping now
jeffrey is nagging for his breakfast
thye whye talk craps and claiming that he is awake when he keep falling asleep back
ok he sleep liao

oh ya!
i got flu!!!!
so ppl dun come near me
LOL
qiao feng's house have a good feng shui(said by jeffrey)
funny lor
we suppose to play mahjong the whole night den in the end all fall asleep
haiz
very de sad arh!!!!!

playing facebook the restaurant city
lol
dunno how to play
first time playing

jeffrey randomly says there if ppl sleep less than 6 hours will die at a younger age and become fat
dunno what's wrong with him
must be he too hungry and go crazy liao
i dunno wat to blog liao
Jade i linked you liao
dun call me ass la
not nice
lol
byebye:)

2009-04-26T01:14:00.002+08:00

poly was fun
hahas
but still miss my secondary school life
watching anime now
went to gym today with qiao feng,thye whye,jeffrey and choon wei my new classmate
woke up late,like 10min i going to meet them den i wake up
sorry guys
but was fun at gym
lol
met kok hwee for lunch at subway
went in and saw valarie and her friend cassandra
so we ate together n chat
after that went to see laptop coz kok hwee planning to buy one
well,can't find good ones
so we headed to tamp1 on the way met fadzil
so he followed us
the first thing i went to the arcade to play the punching machine the high score so high lor
dunno how that person hit one
anyway everyone got tired from the gym in the morning too
so everyone headed home while me n kok hwee went to 201 and get our hair cut
in the end kok hwee mum ask him u got cut meh?
well,once i reach home my mum said it too
but we really got cut ma
tmr must do homework and draw some pictures
coz my drawing skill not good at all
going to continue to anime liao
byebye

2009-04-19T03:07:00.002+08:00

long time since i update
freshmen orientation was fun
know alot of friends
plus my OLs are so good they are Emerlyn,Desmond and Louise
they took care of us during these 3days THANKS!!!!
shall skip about 1st day of camp coz was rather boring
2nd day was really very fun
we play games and really was like damn fun la
everyone play n have fun n enjoy
throwing water bombs at each other
HAHAS
3rd was not so good as 2nd but have fun though
monday school start liao
meet my new friends at IT school b4 going for class

EVERYONE!!!!!(prss5Na)
try to meet up soon:)
different school we might be in but there is always weekends

2009-03-23T02:45:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Thye Whye!!!!

gonna go to sleep soon liao
tmr going gym with tw and jeff meeting 11am

2009-03-22T01:06:00.002+08:00

i seen ur msn nick
i dunno if u r talking about us
if u r den i dunno y
u r the one who wanted to do this
r u the one who is only miserable?wat about me?
wouldn't i feel the same way
i know i shouldn't care so much
if u r not thinking about us den i am sorry that i am being over sensitive

tw's birthday is coming this Monday
now still thinking how the things should go about
but not saying alot about it in case tw come see
hahas
sorry arh i am childish one
everyone knows that
anyway hope he will enjoy his very first birthday together with us

2009-02-24T03:16:00.002+08:00

i am trying to control myself
i am really piss with myself
i know my parents care and concern so they will nag nag nag nag and nag
but no matter how much i explain to them they just don't seem to understand what i am saying
i got angry at them often,i know i was in the wrong but i just can't help it
they just really piss me off will they start to nag and when i explain they either don't listen or don't care
i don't know why but i piss with myself too.i don't want them to be angry or upset
things doesn't seem to go any better
my best way is to avoid them by staying out late at night until they have fallen asleep or go out when they are at home.i don't want to do this,i wish that everything can be talk out nicely.
i also wish that i can stay at home with them and accompany them.but i just can't stand their nagging
i really hate myself
i really hope things can get better please

the class BBQ was not bad.
almost the whole class came for the class BBQ
it was tiring buying and planning everything but luckily everything turns out well
went to buying the BBQ stuff and food like uncles with my 'gang' you all should know who
hope everyone enjoyed that night

2009-02-20T11:29:00.002+08:00

nothing for me to think about
so not thinking much about anything
i just wanna hurry go poly!!!!
meet more friends got something to do at least
now everyday thinking got what can do like so OMG
well missing my friends from 5A2
wondering how they are doing now?
how have they been?
long time never see or have a good chat with them le
hope the BBQ will be the night that we all will remember
BBQing,chatting,playing,eating,drinking and many more
stay in contact everyone

2009-02-16T21:10:00.002+08:00

not working for this whole week coz have to buy all the BBQ things for my class BBQ
dunno if the food will be like by ppl and scare never buy enough food also
this time class BBQ almost the whole class coming,hope all the teachers come also

Ben n Yu fang thanks for ur care n concern but i really OK
u 2 force me i also cannot say anything coz got nth to say
i am really OK.thanks both of u.thanks

really looking forward to the BBQ.

2009-02-15T01:48:00.002+08:00

after so much of things.i think i it is time really time for me to let it go.

i cant bear to let it go but i still have to.

i dunno about u but i have given u the best i can,taking care of u the best i can,everything that i can do for u i have done...........

feeling stops

my heart freeze

2009-02-08T14:48:00.002+08:00

which heart do u have???
a heart of angel or a devil???
hahas got nth to do n nth to post about
life is rather boring now,got nth much to do

2009-01-19T02:44:00.003+08:00

i drew it myself n this is how i am feeling now

talk to QF just now about my problem thanks man u always give me good advise

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2009-01-09T02:17:00.002+08:00

hey guys n gals

getting result on 12th jan 2009 this coming Monday

haiz,dun think i will get good results

went to open house today sp n tp well not bad.had my eyes on some courses but i dunno can go in anot coz the cut off point is all 15 n below haiz....

qiao feng,i can understand u n feel how u feel too.u also know wat had happen to me is so much similar to urs.from wat u have told me i think u r very good le.so it is not ur fault u get wat i mean.it is really hard to put it down.free we go emo together hor.

going soul garden later with qayum n gang hope he is feeling better already.stay healthy bro

u left me so suddenly that i cannot react

though i feel that we are drifting a part

i tried hard to hold us back together

in the end u still left me

though it has been awhile

but i still cannot put it down

u make me feel so useless that i cant help u

i cant stand firm in front of u

like wat i can in front of others

u brought me happiness that no others can

u broke my heart like no others can

i seem to be normal now

but am i like my own self?

i dun wish to think about it

but u often come in my mind

will time really get me back on track?

i really dunno

i cant be by ur side taking care of u now

but i hope u will always stay happy n healthy

sorry guys n gals if i become emo when out with u all.

some of u know but some does not all i dunno if i can return back

i apologize for the poor attitude of mine when talking or smsing u all

i cannot control it.i am sorry.

2009-01-07T09:46:00.002+08:00

i am dead
my brain is dead
my heart is dead
am i a dying person???
i am lost
wondering in the lost world
i dunno Wat to do
life is boring
working working working is been a great time to spend my time.i met new colleague a.k.a new friends:)met faisal,liyana,fatin,mei chuin,jie ying,yu ting,victor,zhen min,bee ting,pearleen,fei yan,li yun,jessica,jacklyn n many more sorry if i miss u out or spell your name wrongly they are such cool,fun,funny,lame hahas good la good la

haiz,even though so many fun n happy things happening around,i still feel sad at times when i think of it.my mood changes so fast just like in the a blink of an eye.i cannot control it.sometime go high up sometime so low down.i dun wish to be like this either but i cannot do anything about.

:)updated by yi heng lost the dunno where,

2008-12-27T23:58:00.001+08:00

日子过得很平凡,忙于工作.
好怀念在学校的日子
爱情让人.....

2008-12-23T16:24:00.002+08:00

class chalet was fun,crazy n also a sad day for me.something happen on that day n well i had told some of u guys n gals about it.first day of the chalet was fun tw cycle me there until around 8pm plus i receive a sms den my mood drop to the bottom.i told myself to control n stay happy as all the classmates were there n if i never control everybody will ask me.so i tried to stay happy.play heart attack n i am really sorry to hit ur hands.really sorry.mr leong drove estee,cindy n me to changi village to eat dessert.during the night we did not sleep.qf n his friends use poker card to do some "fortune-telling" n guess wat.to me this is so god damn real.all of mine hit on the spot.played majong n felt mood less so i went to bed n sleep.cant sleep at all keep thinking n thinking.i went out to sent jw to bus stop n i went to wonder around.sat outside chalet n think den go to park n think.think about alot of things but i still cant get over it.

second night.went out to eat.n i fall asleep while eating guess i was really tired.david n gina came.david brought a bottle of s.... i dunno how to spell la.well we played a game n finish that bottle.well it helps me to get into sleep.gina said look abit drunk.overall the chalet was fun.maybe only me that felt sad.

18 dec

after chalet went out to watch twilight with tw,qf n jeff.not a bad movie can go watch.den after went to eat fishball noodles n went to suntec coz i have to tell my boss when i want off

19 dec

went to gym n i was late again la.haiz..sorry guys.saw wee ting n her mum on the way to take my bike.went to tm n eat den go play basketball.met up with dahlia n amira after playing awhile of basketball n des n jeff they all continue to play while i talk with them.we had a chat in the park n chat about alots of things.after i went back to find them n they were under block playing cards coz the court have ppl play soccer.haiz....

22dec

when to watch ip man today.damn nice la can.haha.so cool n funny.went to eat steamboat after that n waited for tw n jw as they were late.very hungry.the steamboat was ok only.not very nice coz have nth much to eat.went to meet estee n play card under the block.headed home

2008-12-16T14:48:00.003+08:00

photos for prom night is posted.sorry it took such a long time den i post the photos.enjoy:)

well busy with work now.took 4 days off to go for class chalet.dunno wat will happen there.the only thing i know is that it maybe the last time that the whole class maybe gathering together.hope everyone will enjoy the chalet.thanks to hong wei my class chairman who have took the trouble to plan n buy all the food n plus pay for the whole chalet first.thanks you.u are really a good chairman although the message that there is a class chalet came out of the blue....missing the days in school.really do miss it.missing everyone too.must be crazy n play n enjoy the class chalet.

well many things had happen.happy,sad,angry n watever...nth seems to be right.problem comes after another.i hate this.i really do.i want everyone to be happy ok???guys n gals now is the we must enjoy our life.so stay happy.well i can tell u all this but i cannot stay happy all the time.just try ok?we must always stay in contact wtih one n another ok???friends forever:)

thanks u all for wishing me a happy birthday.thanks

2008-12-16T13:14:00.022+08:00

2008-12-04T00:57:00.001+08:00

back to work now..........
got nth much to say......
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
just let me stop thinking

2008-11-08T13:31:00.002+08:00

Die blog....ya i did not update my fault but i doubt anyone will come n see my blog....i mean like ya u know nth interesting will interest u.....dun think i can do well for my o levels.....dun feel good about...haiz....cant do much now also almost all the paper have pass....

2008-06-13T22:32:00.001+08:00

我真是个大傻瓜
i am so foolish

NTH

2008-06-07T23:19:00.005+08:00

hi guys&gals....took 2 photos on the last day of study camp....finally it is over but still need to do hw given n must study also.....going to be a short holiday....plan to do somethings but not sure if i can do it....done nth today at home rot while watching anime....went to tp yesterday maybe taking desgin is not a bad choice....dunno wat to say le........

2008-05-28T19:50:00.002+08:00

hi hi^^...chinese'O 'Level is gone now i dun think i will fair well..i aim for an A1 n i do hope i get it coz it is the subject which i am stronger....went to watch chocolate with Anna,Jasmine,Gary,Ben,Kok Hwee,Hong Wei,Zhang Yong,Estee,Stephanie n Cindy(hope all got spell correctly)n the chocolate is the movie not the can eat one in Chinese is call:女拳霸...to me is very nice...oya the movie is very violent also got some part also funny la...study camp started was alright but only one problem....my maths grouping leader was wei jie....ALAMAK LOR!!!!haiz not in good terms with him one den now in same group...haiz...dunno must ta han until when....today my handphone battery got taken away from me by Mr Leong dun say dun say very sad...went to botanical garden today with the school end up raining den got nth to do over there but feel relax coz i like the nature so okok....

2008-05-17T18:07:00.002+08:00

MT 'O' level coming!!!did badly for my MT for mid-year...in fact all subject also....i dunno wat happen...some not enough time others i dunno how to do........26 May 2008 MT 'O' level paper hope i can do well....aiming to get A1 die die must get!!!!!.....STRESS!!!!

2008-05-10T15:31:00.002+08:00

yo,just one more paper n exam is over.....i think i will not do well...maybe will be failing my Chinese coz i cannot complete both paper1&2...i dun think i will do well for all actually...haiz...cannot remember all the things...sorry to all the teachers...i will work harder to get better....."STRONGER THAN I WAS YESTERDAY".....i will work toward to get THIS in terms of everything....n jia you ba everyone!!!let work hard together n get good grades

Haiz.....exams coming

2008-04-20T01:51:00.005+08:00

hi guys n gals......mid-year exams coming le cannot play play le...i want my grades to be better than last time....study study study is all i do nowadays but most of the time will go to daydream mode...hahas....lame la but trying my very best to study lor....have some activity last few weeks....went to sing,watch movie,go friend birthday.....now when free will rest,sleep or go out study with anna(a.k.a siao sister) n kok hwee..sorry jue ying n mei yan(a.k.a brother)u ask me go out study always have something on in the end...really sorry arh...now almost every sat will go out eat supper with anna,gary n company....lucky i never grow fat if not must go jump le....hahas...just laming u all only relax....hahas...u guys know me wat.....did not sleep at all last night...i keep thinking n thinking about somethings....think think think think think think until like abit siao den cannot think i go watch stomp the yard....nice movie...cool dances cool steps....watch finish le continue to think think think while watching pimp my ride....den mama woke up to get ready for work den papa den jie jie...i hungry go 2pack of mee to eat den watch another movie night at the museum...funny n lame at the same time....while watching mama iron the clothes that time keep nag n nag...haiz scare of her call me later mop floor n hang clothes....i say okokokokokok den she go out to work....sometimes cannot stand her nagging....but will listen to her la...watch finish le..i wash my blow den slowly sweep n mop den hang the clothes...do finish at 9am plus den go sleep set my alarm at 12.30pm...den sleep until got 3 sms den wake up brother mei yan ask to go out...chee leng ask to go watch movie n siao sister reminded that yuying the bbq today so cannot go out with brother mei yan n chee leng le coz last week say got go yuying bbq le....sorry brother mei yan n chee leng next time i promise.......went to buy the present with siao sister den go mac study while waiting for kok hwee...saw ms cheng n her son at mac too....den kok hwee follow us to go yuying bbq....i dun really know her though....but yuying happy birthday!!!n hope all ur wishes come true....and to wee kiat happy birthday!!!n hope all ur wishes come true too....:)...went to eat supper with kok hwee,kian loon,gary,lincoln n still got siao sister....kk...no link no link...dunno wat i doing also....hahas....going more n more siao liao....ya n i did something very very very very bad n hurtful yesterday...haiz....dun wish to talk about it....sorry....sorry sorry sorry....haiz...kk no link again....haiz....dunno la....everyone take care n study hard for the exams..... :( :) :) :( :) :( :( :) :( :) :( :) :( :) :( :) :( :) :( :) :( :) :( ......currently still thinking....ya my house got one small pool table le same as the real one but different in size much smaller..... did some chem experiment

SICK

2008-03-23T16:00:00.000+08:00

hi guys.......long time since i blog....nth much happen actually...no time to blog busy with school work...currently sick right now....keep going to toilet...haiz....maybe going to see doc later...tmr dunno can go school anot lor...haiz...sian...i want to learn so many things......no time no money....blogging next time now going to do homework le...byebye

BaDBaDBaD

2008-03-10T22:00:00.002+08:00

hi everyone....long time never blog le...no time...the holiday is not of like a holiday...so much of homework....went to Semakau Landfill on Thursday 6 march 2008....beautiful there...learn some things new...nice scenery....there are activities you can do there fishing,bird watching,camping and stars grazing which i am most interested in.....not in a good mood nowadays....had a quarrel mum....currently having a cold war with her.....lots of homework for the holiday....and i went to NCC partA camp today wanted to help out but too many ppl there so no help was needed....i tried to upload the picture but there is something wrong with it....i will upload it next time....got to do my hw le...n no mood...haiz.........byebye

L n The water horse

2008-03-02T15:45:00.003+08:00

hi guys.....went to do CIP on Friday...so many dead animals...and hell lot of rubbish...haiz...lucky Jeff is in my team lor...so strong..the bag so heavy he carry all the way...Desmond help in the carrying of the rubbish too...went home den feel like going out...nth to do ma..dun feel like doing hw...went out with Anna a.k.a siao sister or siao char bo...hahas...LOL...kk...wee kiat n Pei Shan but Jun Wei suddenly call me...something happen...dun say much..so he came n join us in watching L change the world....very nice...so smart n funny...den after that Jun Wei n Pei Shan left...Anna,wee kiat n i went to watch The Water Horse...it is said that it was base on a true story i believe that it is really...but anyway it is a nice movie....den Anna cry so much..i was shocked...but it was a sad story...everyone must go watch....reach home around 2am plus.....very tired....sat wake up damn late lor....wake up sleep again den wake up sleep again until 4.10pm den wake up..i must be crazy le...hahas....went out with store ppl eat fish n co...i dun eat seafood i just went n drank one coke coz i also eat liao den go one ma....after that went to kallang leisure park...plan to play bowling one but so many ppl...got nth to do while waiting..i went to the arcade to play basketball machine... long time never play...hand got tired after that....went to try the catch soft toys machine cannot catch any...no skill ma...haiz...tired la....in the end no movie n no bowling....rush to take bus home...took last train also...lucky...reach home at 1am plus...hahas....i want to go back work like that got money can buy things....but no time must study...haiz....must go do hw n study liao tmr got school...take care everyone

平凡的一天

2008-02-25T22:05:00.002+08:00

hello...today got back some of my common test results....i manage to pass my English i got 27/50....just pass..haiz....must read more book liao....maths i have told u all last time but got back another paper our teacher let us seat for...it is the 4E maths common test paper...haiz...die...this paper only got 19/40...1 more marks...haiz....got my Chinese back...35/50....but i will aim higher to get an A1 next time to cover for my rest of the subject i am weak in...

时间并不多了, 必须好好珍惜
大家好好努力吧.... 加油!!!

yesterday last test day

2008-02-23T15:10:00.003+08:00

hi everyone....i am still alive.....yesterday got nth to do...did not went to show movie with my friends...very tired yesterday...went home n sleep...got back my maths common test...25/35...just nice an A2 but still not very happy coz wei jie got 32/35 at there say 32 only ma chey...so look down on ppl...he damn show of la...damn him...i will work harder to win him...u just wait wei jie....i will beat u down in maths....dun talk about him liao....oh ya i was late yesterday again...cannot wake up..n it is on a Friday again...my god..i really is late every friday..haiz...now planning to go out n buy one shoe coz my shoe was missing after a visit to my friends house on Chinese new year it happen to be my unlucky day on that day too....now going to eat le..byebye

辛苦与悲惨的一个星期

2008-02-21T23:19:00.003+08:00

大家好... 已有一段时间没来博客....common test this whole week...feel like dying...i flunk all of my comman test...i did studied for everyone of them but for some papers i dun understand the question and for the rest my mind just went blank out of a sudden...i dunno how to do all of them...all the question seems to know me but i dunno them...i really really dunno how to do...SORYY TO ALL THE TEACHERS I HAVE DISAPPOINTED U ALL.....i will try harder next time...i starting to think of y i come sec5???i want to go poly!!!but can i do it???this is just the second month n i am dying...this year i have no mood to study...i try very hard but things does not seem to be working...i am really feeling very very very down nowadays.....for some certian reason i find it hard for me to cheer up...i dunno wat my mind was thinking....haiz...n now in my class..my friends are make fun of me....coz i like this girl....i getting more n more sick of listening to them....i mean do they have to say it in watever i do???i also have not done anything wrong???is there something wrong with them or me???i really dunno...also getting very tired of them saying about me...but they are still my friends...dunno la....i not hate them i just want them to stop talking about me plz!!!!feeling very stress...starting to hate myself for being so stupid...hate everything about me...nth seem to be right nowadays...acting crazy,lame,childish but still cannot cheer up...dislike to talk n reply to anyone now...y am i living in this world???i have no talent plus i am stupid n i sucks....HATE it....

超开心的一天(super happy day)

2008-02-14T21:57:00.004+08:00

hello...i very happy today....today is valentine....all my friend make fun of me in the class...plz do not make fun of me le kae....too happy..hahas...i going crazy!!!...dunno wat to write le....hahas...lol... 我真的很高兴...thanks for the chocolate..i love it very much.....

more n more stress each day

2008-02-13T21:00:00.002+08:00

hello everyone.....yesterday spent a very long time to do finish my maths...2 question only...haiz...i suddenly feel that i should not have come sec5....no mood to study this year...dunno y....there is stil alot of things i dunno...the difference between 'o' and 'n' level really that big???...i want to do well for my 'o' level....i am lost....hope there will be a ray of light coming soon to save me...comman test next week....wish me good luck plz..i really need the luck....i want to get good result even if it is just comman test...still thinking tomorrow want to go back the toyrus anot....planning to buy a pair of shoe which is GONE after going to yong sheng house there.....sorry for dosing off in maths lesson...sorry teacher...haiz...better dun think so much le...going to study now...pass me all of ur energy so that i can study.....
(if anything is spell wrongly sorry the 'check spelling' thing is not working for some reason)

UNLUCK DAY

2008-02-09T22:18:00.000+08:00

hello...Haiz....dunno wat kind of luck today....so unlucky.....went to hong wei's house to bai nian....played his ps3....after went to wong lao shi house's to bai nian also...the luck still not bad...rushed to watch movie...'ah long pte ltd'...not a bad show...some part very funny....after that the bad luck have come...went to yong sheng's house to bai nian...my shoe gone MISSING after that i cannot find it anywhere...haiz...yong sheng lent me his slippers....den after that went to ben house...go in only den step until Mary(ben's dog)'s urine...wa lao...dunno wat kind of luck...now at ben's house blogging....going to play now...hope will not be unlucky already....change my luck plz....

happy chinese new year everyone

2008-02-07T17:35:00.000+08:00

hello...happy chinese new year everyone.. 我在这里祝大家身体健康, 学业进步, 事事顺利.......this pic is taken during my friends brithday...enjoy:

WoKe Up LATE!!!

2008-02-04T19:30:00.000+08:00

hello to everyone...it had been a few days i since i update my blog.....woke up late today...hurried sms desmond to tell him i will be late n call him to go to school first..it happen that he was late too n he has also just woke up...this is weird as it never happen before in the past 4 years we meet in the morning n go to school that both of us are late at the same time everytime it was either him or me.....today is a cold day...feeling cold now as i type...somethings happened in the weekends.....i went out with my colleages to play n have fun n at the same time celebrates 2 of my friends...anna n jasmine...their brithday is tomorrow but we brought forward the celebrations....for some reason hong wei did not follow us...it was really fun n i enjoy the day....we went to play pool in the afternoon n after that we have our dinner at swensen....we plan to go prawn fishing at night but some of them have to leave early so we change to go party world n sing....i really enjoy that day hanging out with my colleages...Chinese new year is coming....Happy birthday to anna n jasmine n may all ur wish come true....i will post the pictures other day

时间过得好快

2008-01-30T22:09:00.000+08:00

大家好.... 首先我在此先说' 生日快了' 非常抱歉今天我不能和你一起度过但是我会好好的早一天陪你的..... 非常的对不起希望你能原谅我.... 今天不知不觉过得好快...before i know it the class have ended...i dunno if is it just me or what.....after school went to buy Chinese new year thing to decorate the classroom at Kok Hwee mum there with Kok Hwee,Stephanie,Cindy n Anna...brought quite alot of things....den after that went to study n eat lunch at mac....i rush home to bath n pack my staff n i went out for tuition...i reach there quite early so Desmond n i went to the basketball court n ask for a 2 vs 2 match....one of the guy is tall...i think he was about 18+cm...hard to play with tall guy around..in the end lost by one...haiz...the score is 7 to 6..haiz...sad...went tuition after that...class ended fast as we did one el paper2.....went to buy some sweets before going home...nth much today actually....haiz...i dunno wat to blog about also.....i feel that my studies is getting from bad to worse....i must work harder...time to go now...hope everyone will have a goodnight rest...nights everyone...sweetest dream ever..

好累的一天

2008-01-29T18:18:00.000+08:00

hello... 今天不知为何感到非常的累.... 今天老师给我们看了去年的会考成绩.... 看了成绩过后我感到很担忧... i was feeling stress at that moment...i dun want to waste a year in sec5 and in the end go to ite..i really really want to go poly...but can i do it??i really want to know the answer...how am i going to go poly and not just poly i want to go to the course i want which is below 14...even if i get 14points for my o level,i still cannot go in the course....all the students taking o level this year will be competing with me...........i really dunno wat to do....i have started eng n poa tuition but should i go for more???my com. hum. is not very strong n my eng have always been a problem n i am working hard to improve it.....my Chinese,science n poa have been dropping.....haiz...... 我现在就像一个迷失的小孩.....

tiring day

2008-01-28T22:26:00.000+08:00

hihi.....did not blog yesterday too tired after playing at sentosa....i really enjoy yesterday alot as it is hard to meet up with my working friends now...everyone is busy n i have stop working for the moment....alot of things happen yesterday...went to eat at serangoon to eat after that...i kana say by the sell noodle auntie say i very small size...haiz...sad..but the auntie also not bad add alot noodles for me den still say not enough can add somemore...hahas..but i still must thanks her...thanks auntie...i also drink a super big cup of sugarcane....i dun have the pic yet but i will be putting the pic soon bah..i hope...sorry i heaven make anything on my blog yet asking my friends...that's all for tonight going to sleep liao tomorrow going to play basketball..hahas....night everyone....sweet dreams....^_^

bOrEd day

2008-01-26T21:05:00.000+08:00

hihi...sorry my blog got nth...calling my friend to help me make the blog better when have the time...today woke up at 11.40pm...very late....i eat my breakfast den do housework...sweep,mop,hang up the clothes...den use com...very bored today coz i finishing watching the latest episode of bleach den i got nth to watch....i start to watch one piece,cooking master boy and aoki denstsu shoot...very nice..yay..tomorrow going to sentosa with suntec toyrus friends...very happy can play n relax myself....have to go n do hw le later tomorrow cannot go out..byebye

first time blogging

2008-01-25T22:32:00.000+08:00

hello to everyone out there

today is the first time blogging dunno wat to write....also abit blurblur.....today wake up late for school...lucky i was not late coz i cycle there.....last friday the same thing happen..something is wrong hope that next friday will not wake up late again.....today got my p.o.a(principles of accounts)test paper back..got 60/100 only...must study harder liao next time must get higher marks...today history lesson my teacher show our class a show about 'cold war'...very boring but can understand better than wat teacher have say...hope teacher will let us show more show to learn about history....went to eat KFC with my friends after school den went to see some games n went home......bath liao den use laptop..watching bleach n chat with my friends on msn...but one very ps thing happen...when i was waiting for the show to load i chat with my friends den i went to my bed n lie down a while without knowing i fall asleep..so ps lor my friend reply me i 3 hours den reply back...sorry arh.. u know who u are.....after start to make this blog...dunno wat to write liao...byebye

CaN I ReAlLy Be StRoNgEr ThAn I WaS YeStErDaY????

hello

UNlucky Dayzzzzz

NTH

Haiz.....exams coming

SICK

BaDBaDBaD

L n The water horse

平 凡 的 一 天

yesterday last test day

辛 苦 与 悲 惨 的 一 个 星 期

超 开 心 的 一 天(super happy day)

more n more stress each day

UNLUCK DAY

happy chinese new year everyone

WoKe Up LATE!!!

时 间 过 得 好 快

好 累 的 一 天

tiring day

bOrEd day

first time blogging

平凡的一天

辛苦与悲惨的一个星期

超开心的一天(super happy day)

时间过得好快

好累的一天